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Just turned 42 and the shitty thing is that I would have loved to share it with someone I care about, besides my children and grandson. Can't say this stuff on facebook, too many friends and family members, but tonight, this morning I'm really lonely and that sucks. Feel like crying but I won't never do. Fuck the rest..... gotta be hard so no one can get in. But you guys understand cos you from where I am emotionally and psychologically or not, dunno. Feel really shitty now. Too much brandy and not enough love. There is a dark spot on the sun today. My pain is painful but what the fuck life goes on. Just too much stuff and not enough outlet. WTF let it go. This site reminds me of me.